reznor

blahhhhhh..

Well I was thinking that the weekend before prom was going
to be exciting and crazy but it's just been shit. I caught
MONO and I feel like crap. 3 days before prom and I can't
breathe or swallow.

PLUS yesterday was the worst day of my life...Everyone that
I have come to love this year are FUCKING SHEEP! My own
boyfriend turned his back on me ( but why am I surprised?
he's don't it to every person he has ever came in contact
with). He came to visit me to see how I was but we couldn't
do much because I don't want to get him sick so...it's
about to storm and I can see that I was boring him because
without sex or smoking pot, our relationship mean nothing.
I knew he was anxious to leave and plus I didn't want him
to get caught in the storm...WELL ANYWAYS I FIND OUT HE
DIDN'T COME HOME TILL 8:30 BECAUSE HE WAS TOO BUSY TRYING
TO LOOK COOL IN FRONT OF CERTAIN PEOPLE THAT JUST TALK SHIT
ABOUT HIM BEHIND HIS BACK! He just left me...I knew he left
because he wanted to smoke (YES I KNOW IT'S TRUE BECAUSE
THAT WAS ALL HE WAS TALKING ABOUT WHEN HE WAS WITH ME)

I see know future for us...NONE! I'm never gonna live this
one down. He really hurt my feelings this time...

I haven't smoked weed in about 4 days and I feel great. I
don't need weed or cigarettes to make me feel good. PLUS I
lost 3 pounds from not eating...I should fit very nicely
into my prom dress...

As much as I love MiKe HRUNKA...I hate him as well. And he
will never regain my full love...

=Grace=