Quirk

I really wish I am competent..

I really wish I am competent enough to drive. Every time
I see a car going really fast and close to the vehicle I am
in, I grow tense and freezes over. What's the license for
if I don't drive?

My exam is nearing it's date and I really have a heavy
feeling in my heart. How do you study when you have no
interest whatsover in it? I am told: Be patient. A few more
months and you will be free. And what after that? Back to
university for more studying. I am so sick of this. Next I
will have to work, most probably doing what I dislike, with
people whom I hate. I really dread the future.