endless thought

whats in a name?
2002-06-01 04:44:06 (UTC)

Friday Night...

i dont know why but im really depressed tonight. i just
went to the play "Indians" at my school. when i got there
i hear someone calling my name so i turn around and i see
danny smiling.. so i go and talk to him. He broke up with
his g/f.. but refused to tell me why he dumped her. then i
see sam who is sooo stoned off his ass and he's like trying
to grab my boob and is like "valeri will you be my
girlfriend" so i just laugh it off.. and danny's like "oh
didn't you know? val and i are now an item" in ajoking
tone. then i see my evil social issues teacher while im
with danny.. and he is really confused because he still
thought cliff and i were together, because cliff and i ahd
been very "roudy" in his class.. but he was confused that i
was there with danny (which i wasn't at all.. i just had
happeened to see him there)

oh.. then.. something else happened today.. sigh. cliff
was being really touchy feely in PE.. like kept coming up
behind me and hugging me, and i just kinda drifted away,
and then as we are walking behind this thing he leans over
and kisses me.. and im just like "wtf" but we didnt really
talk about it.. even though nicole saw.. and she is like
WTF??? and then Karin was like "omg are you guys going out
again" and im like "NO. we are not. we are not going out."
and then i was kinda upset.. i talked to lili.. but she had
to go study for finals.. sigh.. i wanted to talk to her
too. she never called me back. then i called wes. and he
was with all of the dudes he hangs with and some girls..
sigh.. i dunno.. that just put me in worse of a mood.

and now im sitting here on my ass watching the matrix which
i downloaded on to my parents computer, and listening to
MU330 in the background.

"her boyfriend he dont know anything about her
he's too stoned, nitendo
i wish that i could make her see
she's just the flavor of the weak." - American HiFi

good song...

i guess.

and alex is off sleeping over at some persons house.. with
her boyfriend there at the same time. i WONDER what THEY
are doing.. but since i WONT find out.. since she would
rather tell a guy she has known (through me) for like
what.. a month, then tell her best friend that she lost her
virginity and fucked her boyfriend in the weight room at
our highschool.

and cliff is probably off smoking pot.
and alex probably is too.
and god knows where wes is.. because he is the only one i
care enough to worry about.
and yet.. man.. this is so fucked up.




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