Lustdol

Sullen Girl
2002-05-31 17:49:51 (UTC)

left of the middle

Ah sheesh, I have so much crap that I have to do this
weekend. It feels like i wont be able to spend anytime with
Autumn:( I only get to see her two days out of the week and
Im always busy. Gosh this sucks so bad. I miss Whitney so
much. I really hope he doesnt move out of state, that would
hurt so bad, knowing that I wouldnt be able to see him for 7
months. Im wondering If ill be a good wife to him, I know
that I can be annoying sometimes, and I wouldnt want to push
him away. Sometimes Im afraid that Im not giving him enough
space; like Im smothering him. I'm wondering if he'll liek
my mother, because i know that she can be VERY annoying at
times, more annoying than I am. Am Im also wondering if his
mom would completley disown him , because of me and if she
does I know that would hurt him alot, I wouldnt know how to
console him. *sigh* I just dont know what to think, Im so
happy that the semester is almost over. Just not sure what
school Ill be going to in the fall. Not really sure what i
want to go to school for. Not really sure why im writing in
this stupid thing because no one ever reads it.


~*Sher*~




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