Timothy

Jack's Twisted Kingdom
2002-05-30 17:08:29 (UTC)

I am, whom ever I choose...

Who am I?

Good fucking question. I've been trying to sort that one
out for years. Hell, I can't even figure out what I'm going
to do with a degree, which ever one I actually decide to
get.

Psych? Film? Asian Studies? Business? All these things are
what I am interested in, and hey, you know what?

I can do them all...

Who am I?

God (Loki or Freya) help me... I need some answers!!!

Well, as it is written, Loki helps no one, and you know he
isn't really evil either. Selfish, yes, Arrogant,
Absolutely, but evil? Nope, well at least perhaps to our
standards of good/evil and society's view he is.

But hey, the Goddess is infinite. Am I a believer in wicca?
Yes, and no. The earth mother, and the horned god. Perhaps
I have my belive systems, and mythology, relions messed up.
Perhaps, it is because I take things from all religions.

But perhaps, it is because I know, a least somewhat, that
the closest religion, that I belive in, comes from wicca.

I am pagan, I am athiest, and I am Agnostic. I can fake
christianity like no-ones business, and I do enjoy Zen
Budism, and a little Muslimism thrown in there for a bit of
clarity.

I am a contradiction. Something I enjoy labeling myself.
Not something that is particually right, no one, not me,
not you, not anyone has the right to label anyone.

Of course, if you treat me like shit, I am going to piss
all over your new shoes, and gift wrap them in dog poo.

Metaphorically speaking of course. Or maybe, I will do
nothing, except remove you from my own reality.

Depending of course on my mood.

My whole life it seems, is based on indecision. Okay, no
thats not true. I do decide things all the bloody time. I'm
just wishy washy at the worst possible moments.

Perhaps it's all about the fact I am whimsical. My very
nature is one of spontanaity, hedonistic tendencies, and a
flair for the dramatic. As you can very well see here.

So, what to do about it eh?

Absolutely bloody nothing.

Well, not til tomorrow anyway...

I am an agrivating bastard, aren't I?


Blessed Be...




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