sweetaddiction

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2001-06-13 07:06:44 (UTC)

you dont be not to worry. i..

you dont be not to worry.
i told you that i wasnt you.
and so many times i tried.
and baby, you made me cry...

i had nothing but you
to hold on to
and nothing meant more to me
than you.
i was scared of change
because i built my life around you.

i read into things too much.
i overreact.
i am sensitive.

i get attatched too much.
i hurt to much
i give people the power to hurt me.
they take advantage of that...

tomorrow i will feel the pain.
just as i do today.
and the day after.
will be.
just the same.

do what you perfer.
choose the path
that makes you happiest.
dont worry about me.
i am still right here...
i will always be
right here...

i will not wait for you
you are nothing.
i will never hurt for you.
if you never make me happy
you can never make me sad.
if i never let you in
i will never
feel this way again.

i am in love with you.
i abhore you.
you are nothing without me.
a bunch of nothing.
that people flock to.
i really detest you.
you are everything that i hate.
everythign that i never want to be.


you took up my energy.
i have nothing left.
i fried my brian.
people in different situations...
different places.

i hate so much.
i love too much.
its funny how thats what fucks me up.
the love part.
you know.
the hate is to be expected i suppose.
i would never have known
without you.

you never meant what i thought you did.
i asked you to hold me.
i let you love me.
and you chose
not to.


and i need to sleep
everythign is better then
when you dont have to think.




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