loveyou420

Help.
2002-05-29 19:40:41 (UTC)

Im a whore.

Pretty people, pretty faces, why would they like me? Im a
stupid whore and they all know it, but even the guys that
KNOW they won't get laid still *like* me. Then the guys I
actually do stuff with repulse me. For the most part
anyways. I want to do stuff with the people that I want the
most. Like Chris and Matt and that one guy. {I know I
know.. I can't remember his name but I still like him?
Well, he was a really cool guy and I don't LIKE him, Im
attracted to him. Grow up and get over it.} Chris still
tells me he loves me and I belive him. I guess. I mean if I
mess around with the right people maybe I won't be
terrified of sex. In my dream world anyways. Being afraid
of sex is a disability, Damnit.

{End Of Entry, Feeling confused and worthless and used}




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