EcuaGrrl

EcuaGrrl
2002-05-29 02:57:02 (UTC)

First Entry

Well this is my first entry. I have no idea what to write.
I'm just gonna be writing stuff down. Let me say first that
life sucks. At least minez does. I wanna so many things but
i can't have them, and i know i'll never have them. I feel
like i'm all alone, like i'm not wanted. Am I? UGH. i hate
this shit. I hate school. They fucking teach us shit we're
not gonna need in life. Like in Bio we're learning bout the
brain, but do i need that. I dislike science.
Who am I? I don't know y GOD put me on this earth. I have
noone, or at least i feel like i have noone. I do nothing
good. I'm a disappointment for my parents. They would
rather have thousands more of my brother than of me. I try
my best to make them happy. Oh, do they know they hurt me?
I know they don't do it on purpose but they just do. I want
to sometimes just die. I ask myself why my aunt had to die,
why not me? I'm a noone, like i said before. I hate my
life. There are so many things going on in my head, and in
my heart, and some ppl no some of my problems, and others
and other. Not one single person knows all my problems, BUT
ME.




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