iliketorant

my rant book
2001-06-12 22:08:38 (UTC)

nadine

ME AND NADINE ARE OFFICAIALY NOT TALKING. I WENT ON MSN,
AND I ASKED HER, HOW COME WE NEVER TALK AND SHE SAID WE ARE
STILL FRIENDS, SO WHY DOES IT MATTER. WHY DOES IT MATTER?
WHAT THE FUCK. HOW CAN SHE SAY THAT. I WOULD COME TO
SCHOOL WONDERING EACH DDAY IF THINGS WOULD BE BETTER. THEY
NEVER DID GET BETTER. AND SHE DIDNT NOTICE ANYTHING OR
CARE? FUCK. SO I SAID THAT IF SHE DOESNT CARE, WHATS THE
POINT. I TOLD HER THAT WHY WOULD IT EVEN MATTER IF I
STOPPED SAYING HI TO HER IN THE HALLS. WE USED TO BE BEST
FRIENDS NOW, I JUST GAVE UP IT ALL AND TOLD HER TO GO
AWAY. BUT NOT THOSE EXACT WORDS. AND WHEN SHE ASKED WHAT
DO YOU WANT ME TO DO I SAID. "IF IT DOESNT MATTER, THEN
FORGET IT. ITS NOT I LOOKED FORWARD TO THE DAY WHEN
MY "BEST FRIEND" STOPPED TALKING TO ME!"

OHWELL, SEE YA