Randi Lynn

Ungrateful
2002-05-28 19:19:33 (UTC)

Hum

aSo it was lte arrival today in school. I didnt see matt,
At all, period. I miss him. I Guess.I dont talk to him
outside of my 4th period class. I've decided that ill talk
to him whenever i seem him, now. not that i wasent gonna. I
just never thoguth about it. He's a nice guy. I hope he
asks for my number b4 its too late, we get out of school on
the 12th. or atleast he can talk to me on AIM, and dont
even suggest that i ask him for HIS number, Are you crazy?
Im Extremely shy, and besides, even if i didnt have his
number i'd be afraid to call him. the only guy i've ever
called was my friends brother and my ex boyfriend. My friends brother
i was just friends with. I went drivin. I did pretty damn good. my
dad and my mom btoht think im gonan live wiht my dad for the next two
years and i keeps ayin "Thats ONLY if i like it there!" well, to my
mom, my dad never said anything to me about it. my mom did. Heh,
well, yo never know, i might, unless i dont have any contact with
matt and i still liek him, which i probably will. Not That my life
revolves aruond him or anything. Errr. Mabey it does. O_O wow thats
weird! I diodnt even relize that. I mean today we were let out befor
eht ebusses fgot there cuz there was an assembly, adn i knwo what bus
he goes on..No, im not a stalker, i just saw him get off it the other
dya, like friday, thats all. Anyway its bus 40. So I see my bus pull
in, bus i decide to sit tight, and then i sasw some mroe buses pull
in and i saw matts so i waited. i just wanted to wave @_@, heh, just
trying to create and incident where i run into him. Not literally
though. Wow that'd be weird. I hate being one of those girls that
rarely get a crush on someone but when they get a crush on someone
they fall hard. Its horrible! Ive only had crushes on about 3 or 4
guys sinces 6th grade. im in 10th. O_O not that thats bad or
anything. Just means I dont fall in love alot. There isnt alot of teh
typa guy i like i guess...thats all that means.




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