deeply_bleeding

Why am i bleeding?
2002-05-26 18:42:24 (UTC)

What did i do wrong

Hello, Well i am odviously not very happy today. It started
as i was getting dressed this morning and my father kept
having problems with my clothing. It frustrated me very
much. First he made me take off my jacket :( then he made
me change my shirt then he yelled at the fact that i was
wearing black rubber bracelets. I think he just doesn't
want to except who i am. Not that i am rubber bracelets or
anything but thats not the first time he has ever done
that. I hate to fight with him but if he choses to yell at
me for what i wear (if it was provocative that would be
another story) is simply stupid and uncalled for. I mean
and just moments ago he snapped at me because i had a
certain kind of cross on my skaterboarde helmet. He said "
TAKE THAT OFF AND GIVE IT TO ME RIGHT NOW! THAT ISNT A
JESUS CROSS THAT THING HAS HISTORY YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ABOUT
AND I HAVE ALREADY TOLD YOU NOT TO USE THAT!" AND I TOLD
HIM HOW I WOULDN'T HAVE PUT IT ON THEIR IF HE WOULD HAVE
ALREADY TOLD ME. He just doesn't know how to say things
nicely. Anyways.,,,

I sm still fighting with the fact that i have deep
feelings for someone i only met days ago. I think the
weridest things about him things i will tell you another
time. BuT i wish i could just hear him whisper in my ear
that its all going to be OK with him. But i guess it will
have to wait. OK well i must go now GOOD-BYE




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