Sleeping with the lights on
2002-05-26 15:58:09 (UTC)

yesterday i woke up sucking a lemon

maybe today as well.
May 26, 2002
welcome to my misery. this weekend totally blew balls.
today i have to go hang out with my dad, i don't have to but
my brothers want me to go. oh well, at least i can get a
pack of cigarette's out of it.
it's interesting how the only thing i have to do right now
is talk to my ex b/f about how bad a greenday show sucked
last night. i stayed home last night. it actually feels like
summer. they are always laughing.
i am too burnt out to care. hahaha
Maybe if i would have just kept the life i had, it would
all be okay right now. i would have so much fun but I CAN'T
so fuck it.
i will stay alone, and i will suck my lemons..and listen to
radio head..muah hahaha