CelebLalaith

...im just a girl, livin in captivity...
2002-05-26 01:45:22 (UTC)

I am a loser. Why is it that I..

I am a loser. Why is it that I can study until
midnight and get a 78 on a test? Why is it that I can't get
a good grade on something? How hard
is it to remember The fockin quadratic equation? I am a
loser...

When I got home it was 4 pm
Waited till 11 just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got a lot of friends
but i don't hear from them
Whats another night on your own?

So i go on the computer...

wow no one there to talk to either...i guess i'll just
write in this crap thing...

previously three guys have come and gone into my life...
Avi, Ben and Derek.
Avi- doesnt think we have enough in common to date. I
really liked how much i thought we had in common. He goes
out with the school slut. WEll if you have more in common
with her then you weren't worth my time, right? Right?
Ben- thinks i'm not ready for commitment...dates people for
a week at a time..
Derek- i've almost come close to loving Derek. Hes been my
friend and crush for three years now. since 6th grade. Then
this new girl comes in to our school to ruin our last year
together...thanks Ashley...just because you're more pretty
and popular than i am doesnt mean you can treat me like i
dont matter. I told you i really liked him. You didnt need
to do that to me. Just cause i have brown hair and glasses
and a flat chest doesnt mean my mind is beautiful..





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