virgin

unfold
2002-05-25 22:30:56 (UTC)

one, two, three, fire!

i can't see what i'm writing. i have to write some more until the
text gets down to the part of the text box that i can see. fucking
hoteltv internet thingy. anyway. i think i am gaining weight, and a
lot of it. i think that when i get back home, i'll probably be over
140. fuck. not to worry. i'll try really hard not to eat. today it's 5:15
and i have had a danish, a bagel with cream cheese, two
sausages and a mocha frappuccino.

this computer is difficult to work. it's not a computer. webtv. not
even webtv. hoteltv. it sucks ass. anyway. you know jeff? SO have
not shaken that crush. i am going to end up being really, really
good at spanish. really good. really. good. i plan to continue
spanish tutoring over the summer. i also plan to let him see
some notes that i actually wrote myself but are supposed to be
from akilah in which i mention my website address. maybe he'll
go there. i need to fix up my website. i can't do that here, though,
because this webtv thing sucks ass.

jeff. jeff, jeff, jeff. ffej. i'm gonna make a list of people i would be
willing to lose my virginity to right now:
jeff (of course)
markus (from starbuck's)
uhm... those are the only two who jump to mind. oh, yeah, and
david from outlet. david elkins. except that he's gay.
hmm. who else? well, pretty much anybody, but those three
people especially.

today's picture is at http://www.crashnburn.com/images/beth5.gif
i think. i may have gotten the address wrong. i got bored of the
other picture. maybe i oughta go over there and check on the
address. can't open a new window. i wonder if aunt mary ellen
and uncle kent have a computer. probably not. people in
oklahoma have little to no use for a computer.

today and yesterday i have been given (ack! this friggin webtv! i
can't type fast or else it doesn't recognize the letters! i also can't
read anything on the tv screen! this sucks. anyway...) money to
go and do whatever with until the rest of the family got done
watching the ncaa tournaments or whatever. i have bought four
new cds. tracy bonham's "the burdens of being upright," kruder
and dorfmeister's "the kd sessions," the soundtrack to
"hackers," and the breeders' "last splash." i am ashamed that i
could find neither "the burdens of being upright" nor the
"hackers" soundtrack ANYWHERE in california but as soon as i
come to okc there they are on the shelf. what the hell? san
francisco is supposed to be THE place to buy unheard of or hard
to find music. fuck. anyway. so. yeah. i need to find something to
do. i'm bored out of my fucking mind.

k.




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