nfinite empyrean

first entry

this is my first entry in this thing....i feel much better
about me and nathan's departure...i need to get my mind off
of him though....i don't know if i am devistated because it
didn't work out with him ...or if it is that i am
alone...yet again...i wish it could have but oh
well ...life goes on...it is just that i had so much fun
with him and i connected with him and he was so smart...but
fuck it...all's said and done now...time to move on with my
life...it is just hard...i went thru a period that i just
wanted him...i think i getting out of that stage...but i
still think i should chill by myself for a while...for i
won't make that "clinging" mistake again....well i just
wanted to get it started...i will be back later