The meanderings of a mind
2001-06-11 21:57:52 (UTC)


Today I did nothing. Well, I did clean the shower doors,
but that doesn't really count. I have got to find a job.
Walmart called. I have an interview. That should prove
interesting. I have had several jobs, but I don't remember
any interviews. Wish me luck. I called my best friend from
middle school. Well she was actually my best friend until I
moved 45 minutes away, and then it was as if we were never
friends. Out of sight, out of mind. She didn't sound the
least bit excited to hear from me. I assumed she didn't
know who I was. The silence was long and strained. I hate
the fact that friendship fades. They say a friend is a
friend forever. They also lie. Friendship is a brief
moment, a luxery that we take for granted. I miss
childhood. I miss the times when my biggest decision was
which tv show to watch at 8. I want a new car, I want to
move out, I want to travel. I want to be a different
person. I want to laugh.