? :: connie ::?

:: because i'm a girl ::

am i allowed to express my feelings freely?
because i am a girl

does he think that am too easy if i do it that way?
because i am a girl

should i just keep emotion deeply inside?
because i am a girl

will he think that i spend my emotion reckessly?
because i am a girl

should i stop using too much words such as
hugs
kisses
love?
because i am a girl

should i stop myself from initiating
any step further in a friendship?
because i am a girl

i do not feel comfortable
when i do such things
but i can't help it
because he lingers on my mind
24/7

i hope i won't scare him away
when i keep telling him
what i feel inside

i feel awkward
because i'm true to my feelings
but
i am a girl

.:: connie ::.
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