mental illness, yes it is real..

isn't life grand ??
2002-05-24 21:10:37 (UTC)

what to do now... ??? or, confused as hell....

what am i to do now ? once again lisa is pissed at me.
Connecticut has some real shit ass highway construction,
and I seem to always find the worst of it on wednesday when
I am trying to come home after being w/my kids. the past 2
weeks it has taken me almost 2 hrs to get home when it
normally takes only bout 1 hr and 15 min. I dont know why
this is at worst only on wednesday,i travel these roads 6
days a week, and wednesday is the worst. Lisa is accusing
me of cheating on her , and I swear that i am only stuck in
traffic. she wont believe me, and I am hurt that she is
acting like this. I think that she owes me an apoligy for
her actions, i dont know what else to say. I swear that i
am not cheating on her. she is my soulmate, the only woman
that i want in my life. and I hope that she will come to
her senses soon......