MissChrissy

Miss.Chrissys Daily Diary
2000-12-30 08:02:44 (UTC)

What is this? I heard you got a..

What is this? I heard you got a new miss, jsut broke up so
you know that I'm pissed. They say you're faithful I don't
believe that shhhhh....oh no no no. Oh I try to apply I
don't care but it doesn't seem fair you're so good to her.
And I try to pretend I don't see all the thing that you do
you couldn't do for me. I was in love wit ya but the hell
wit ya cause ya didn't wanna treat me right I was in love
wit ya but the hell wit ya cause ya didn't wanna treat me
right. Now you got another girl in your life, givin her
love all day all night. I was in love wit ya but the hell
wit ya cause ya didn't wanna treat me right. So I hear I've
met the wench before, (yeah I remember that time at pizza
hut and you told me she was your cousin). I hear you've
learned to open dorrs, (when did you become such a damn
gentlemen). Oh I tried to apply I don't care but it doesn't
seem fair you're so good to her. And I try to pretend I
don't see all the things that you do you couldn't do for
me. I was inlove wit ya but the hell wit ya cause you
didn't wanna treat me right I was in love wit ya but the
hell wit ya cause ya didn't wanna treat me right. Now you
got another girl in your life givin her love all day all
night. I was in love wit ya but the hell wit ya cause ya
didn't wanna treat me right. What does she do to you to
make you give her everything like you never gave me? All
this jealousy that it's givin me...cause all the time that
you were mine you didnt treat me right. I was in love wit
ya but the hell wit ya cause you didn't wanna treat me
right I was in love wit ya but the hell wit ya cause you
didn't wanna treat me right. Now you got another girl in
your life, givin her love all day all night. I was in love
wit ya but the hell wit ya cause you didn't wanna treat me
right.....

That song sorta describes what's going on in my life right
now. I won't go into detail about it but as you know,
people have been setting off my MPD lately & it's left me
in an emotional wreck. Sorry to say, a girl saw me talking
about it to some1 & used it agenst me in a chatroom that a
few others & I practicly started! I was known as the most
strongwilled, opinionated bitch there & I left for good
crying my eyes out b/c of what this girl had done! I HATE
that people can be so cruel & heartless. I don't even know
why she doesn't like me, I just went in the chatroom 1 time
and she starting bitching me. The ignore button just isn't
what it used to be anymore so I just told every1 I was
going to find a different chatroom. I have just got way too
much on my mind right now to take the stress she would have
put on me if I had stayed in the chatroom, & not to mention
her totally brainwashing the guy I totally just fell head
over heels for! I think tonight I've suffered the greatest
sense of loss that I have in a long time. They say "guys
some & go but friends are forever" and losing the love of
my life (my ex fiance) was very hurtful to me & still makes
me cry whenever I see his picture or hear his voice today.
But I've lost a room full of friends that I'll probably
never hear from again! All because of my emotional state &
a little girl that wouldn't let it go! Well needless to
say, I think I've bored you all long enough with my
selfpitty (if that's what you even wanna call it) so I'll
let ya go....
All my fuckin love,
me
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