zoe balogna

balogna in your sandwich
2002-05-24 02:35:36 (UTC)

its gonna rain rain down

havnt written in a day or two, nothing very exciting has
been happening but yesterday and today were really good
days.

i was really hyper all day long today, maybe it was because
i ate four ice creams and two sodas, my first sodas in
months. i was losing my mind. haha. i love ice cream. but
in the words of melanie , im a fat ass. watch out mel
you're gonna get an assbeatin'!

me and tim have been getting closer. like everyday we feel
more comfortable around each other. its interesting lol.
i've been such a horndog around him though, but hey a girl
needs love!

lately shaffer has been really nice to me, i guess its cool
its just wierd cuz he used to just be shaffer and not talk
to me but now he's cool. yesterday he had an envelope and
he was all "look!" and it had porno stuff in it, what a
freak. then today he had a pennysaver and he told me to
look in it, and there was a fender strat for sale. he's
been making me think though cuz today i was dancing all
stripper-like and he kept saying "do it again! hey tim make
her do it again!" haha. he's a cool guy that shaffer.

yesenia was sad today, and i hope she feels better soon.
yesenia if youre reading this, i love you man, zyi for
life. oh yeah and i still need to open a can of whoopass on
you, watch your back homie.

me and elena have been talking more and more every day.
today at nutrition we were throwing things at each other
and then in between 6th and 7th period we pretended to
fight in the hallway. it was funny, but i bet a few people
believed it because a bunch of people think i still hate
her. a lot of people are confused about us talking but oh
well. its hard to explain why i decided to talk to her, but
i dont believe in holding grudges and i dont have it in my
heart to hate someone so much. i know things will never be
the same but time will hopefully fix things.

i've been talking to kenny too. well not lately cuz he
pissed me off the other day, plus he hasnt been online
much. but we talked a few times here and there about stuff
thats going on in our lives. he just comes with so much
drama, gosh.

i bought this cd on friday, its called punk chunks and it
has a bunch of different bands on it, anyway theres a
really good song on it by the band thursday, its called
paris in flames. i dont know why im writing about it, maybe
cuz i've been listening to it all day long, its sad. but i
kinda dont understand it. anyway its a good cd, anyone who
likes that kind of music you can find that cd at hot topic
for 5 buckaroos.;)

its sad that seniors are so close to graduation. its just
wierd to think about, next year it will be me. im kinda
scared cuz i dont want to grow up, but ive grown up a lot
already. my senior year will come before i know it, sad sad
sad.

everytime i write in this i wonder who is actually reading
this. so right now im asking if you're reading this, leave
a message and let me know! maybe i'll make some new
buddies, haha maybe not. i know elena reads this so heres
a message for you : noooo laretta called, theres been a
fire!

haha. well thats all for today folks, i think im gonna go
sit and watch that episode of felicity from last night, you
know the series finale, i didnt get to watch it but i taped
it. so im out! later kids!




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