ms. bay

cat
2002-05-23 22:51:55 (UTC)

the day after yesterday

that means today, get it. i am just full of lame puns, like
the title of this diary (cat) maybe some of you recall a
somewhat well known diary written by this girl who's name i
think may have been anne frank, yea, she called her diary
kitty, therefore i am mocking her

DAY: overslept yet again, went to school, julia talked
behind my back again reported by megan, came home, declined
to do my homework, thought about practicing my viola but
declined to do so because i already had today for an hour.
so what have i done today? absolutely nothing productive
but i am most defininely having a better day.

THINKING: so i am genuinely trying to be a good person
lately. i have taken jessica, quite possibly the most
obnoxious person in our grade, in and am a real friend to
her. second i have been trying to talk scott bren out of
suicide. personally i was just about to give myself brownie
points bc i had been more tolerable. ironically enough i
was shortly confronted by my "best friends" (i am seriously
pondering this title, not in a mean way) to tell me that i
walk all over people when i'm in a bad mood which is
interesting because one of them is the most disrespectful
person i know and the other, the most impatient. i
apologized and they simply proceded to point out everything
i've ever done mean to them. because they're so great to
me.
but really, i did have a good day. a senior was flirting
with me today. he's nothing i would ever go for but it was
still flattering. it had to have been based upon looks
because he doesn't know me, which is just nice to think of
sometimes. i actually think this guy's main goal in life is
to get ass, i hope he hasn't heard anything about me....
i have new crushes, ones i would pursue:
ari david, what a cutie, so he really focuses on school and
that can make him somewhat boring at times but ya know
what, thats ok
josh appleman, this kid is hilarious! cute smile too but
i'm not exactly sure what to do with myself around him yet.
oh well
adam.....meh, not very exciting, rapidly losing interest
zach, haven't met him yet, jessica says its promising and
that she wants to hook us up, we'll see
13 days of school left, 11 til finals
23 days til we go to london

good things: rising above it all
~cb




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