Snowleopard

Confessions of a Mistress
2002-05-23 16:18:56 (UTC)

No Contact...today

Well there isn't any emails saying he is coming over, and I
have no clue why but the feeling is tomorrow someone will
need his assistance and he won't show up.
I do understand but I hear my friends talk about their
relationships with married men and my gawd...I almost feel
cheated. Gifts, flowers, secret emails, call. I do get
some of that...I guess I have noone to blame but myself. I
tell everyone at work..goodie goodies make me ill. I guess
I don't believe in living a lie. Why? Then people love
you for whom you want them to think you are and what you
really are. I am a fucked up person, many of my views are
against the norm. I am a perfectionist...I don't believe
in Hell, I believe love and sex are two different things, I
believe in complete and brutal honesty. I love money..yep
I admit it. I believe most people in the world are
clueless, which includes myself at times.




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