sosad

SoSad
2002-05-22 23:26:16 (UTC)

art is dead

my fucking friends mom commited suicide and that's really
fucking depressing because that woman fucking defined how i
turned out and why i am doing what i am doing in my life
right now. i think that it is really fucking sad and the
though of never seeing her ever again makes me really
fucking depressed. i guess that it really doesn't matter
any more because she is gone. i hope that she really
understood all the shit she taught me and how cool i
thought she was and all that stuff. I don't really know i
just think that it'a really sad. fucking lafe is bullshit
man. fucking bullshit. i saw her son the other day and he
wasn't even acting strange. i swear i thought this whoile
thing was just not happenin guntil just now. all i have to
say is that. . . i don't even fucking know. saddness. oh
man, i feel sick. i'm not happy. oh yeah and boys suck.
still. everything sucks. i am really not a depressed
person and even though my friends mom (whome actually i was
closer with than her son) KILLS HERSELF and fuckingit's
hard not to be a little upset. i am being shallow right
now thinking baout my own problems. poor girl. poor
artist. so saad. art is dead
-me




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