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LALA LAND
2002-05-22 19:46:50 (UTC)

MY LOIS LANE

This show Smallville was on yesterday. I don't watch it
but my brother does. Anyway, I just happened to walk in
the room and guess what? They were playing our song. This
couple on the show were dancing to "EVERYTHING" by
Lifehouse. Of course I had to watch and so I just stood
there until the song was over. I love that song. Many
good thoughts when I hear that song. I've been talking to
some people on the internet. Some girls that I met in the
chat rooms. This one I'm talking to is a exotic dancer who
lives in Canada. I've talked to her for a couple of hours
before. Anyway, my point is, even when I'm talking to her,
I'm thinking about my girl. My girl is all I think about.
My girl is all I care about. I see her name pop up on the
screen and all I want to do is reach out and talk to her.
It doesn't matter if I'm talking to anybody else or not, I
want to talk to her. When she doesn't instant message me,
I get bummed. It should be so easy to talk to somebody,
but sometimes it can be the hardest thing. I wish I could
see her now, but if she doesn't want me too, then I'll
accept her wishes.(unfortunately) Its hard to know the
right thing to do in life. We just make our desicions and
just hope for the best. For better or for worse, our
desicions shape our lives. I made a desicion that I wanted
to see her. Whether it works out in the end or not is
something I'm looking forward to and hating at the same
time. We all want things to work out in our favor. I'm
hoping it will work out in my favor as well as hers. If it
doesn't, I don't know, guess I'll cross that bridge when I
get there. Probably just take my lumps and move on. "COZ
YOUR ALL I WANT, YOUR ALL I NEED, YOUR EVERYTHING,
EVERYTHING...." BYE!!!


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