stini2002

I Want

I want...

I want to be someone's obsession. I want to be someone's
first and last thought of the day. I want someone to want
to know every part of me. I want someone to watch me and
wonder what I'm thinking. I want someone to be consumed
with me. I want someone to want me. I want to be someone's
fantasy. I want to be the mystery girl in someone's life. I
want someone to wake-up next to me and wonder how they are
so lucky to have someone like me. I want someone who really
wants to know me. I want someone to lust for me. I want
someone who wants to sit down and quiz me about my thoughts
and feelings, not because they feel they have to but
because they want to. I want to sit in silence with someone
and know that it will be the best part of the day for both
of us. I want to walk in the sun and the rain and know that
if I need shelter he will give it to me. I want someone to
paint a room purple for me just because I love the color. I
want someone to send me roses on any random day just
because they thought of me. I want someone who loves the
same books I do. I want someone who will think he is the
luckiest man alive when he sees me wearing his shirt. I
want someone who wants me to be in every part of their
life. I want someone who wants me to watch football or
hockey with him. I want someone who would rather hang out
with me than his friends but loves that I want him to hang
out with his friends when he wants to. I want someone to
tell me when I'm being stupid, selfish or bitchy. I want
someone to wink at me when I'm being amazing, charming or
devilish. I want someone I can call a jerk when he's being
one and an angel when he's that too. I want someone to brag
about me to their friends and family. I want someone I can
be open with. I want someone I can be honest with. I want
someone who I can scream at. I want someone I can cry with.
I want someone who really cares and doesn't pretend. I want
someone who won't hurt me in the end. I want someone who
won't leave me when they are bored. I want someone who I'll
want to keep. I want my dream. I want my fantasy. I want my
love. I want someone else's love. I want someone who wants
all of this from me.