Sara

Life of a Ranger
2002-05-22 01:23:27 (UTC)

Lessons

Today Andrea called me to set up a time and day to start
my Portugues lessons! I'm so excited! I hung out with my
best friend all day. Jade is my girl...has been since 7th
or 8th grade...we've been thru everything...I love her
more than anyone ever! So we just chilled all day...well
I woke up at like 12pm...so all afternoon more like. I
had kinda a rough nite...went to Gregson's after
work...drank a little...watched a movie...and then played
3 games of strip black jack...that was rough..I lost twice
he lost once...but hey at least I beat him once since it
was my first time playing ever! Came in around
3am...tired as hell...but then Jade and I went out to
lunch and watched Winnie the Pooh at my house...and just
chilled...it was fun. I missed her a lot...hadn't seen
her since...damn I don't even know...I think since her
Spring Break...in late March...2 months...damn. Oh
well...I have to work tomorrow...11-7 then I want to go
out with Lanette...hopefully I'll be able to...see what
the rents say...sigh. That's all...hmm oh and if Darcio
comes back on time (I hope I hope) then he should be back
on Saturday...but I don't think that is gonna happen...b/c
if it were I think he'd call me to let me know. Part of
me can't wait until he gets back b/c I really think we're
gonna get back together...but at the same time the other
part of me is saying...wait it out as long as
possible...b/c I'm afraid to hear the answer...I mean as
much as I have this FEELING...what if I'm wrong?
Ahh...makes me crazy...just got to take it one day at a
time. And besides...like my friend told me...I'm
here...he's here...and feelings like that don't just
disappear...and he told me he still loved me when he broke
up with me and obvioulsy he still cares about me...so even
if when he comes back he says its over...when I go back to
Concordia and we're seeing each other all the time...he
might realize what he did and turn it around. And I
totally agree...so I'm not too worried about it and
besides just b/c this other girl was his first love...so
what I was his second...and most recent...it's still
there...if it wasn't he wouldn't be having to decide...and
he wouldn't have slept with me last time I saw him...b/c
he started that...not me...and he wouldn't do it just to
do it..especially knowing how I feel...so its all
good...hopefully he'll return soon and everything will be
great. Giddy up is all I say. Boa noite (good nite in
Portugues!hehe) e tchau!




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