Cuddles4SOS

My Interesting Life
2002-05-21 00:50:50 (UTC)

**WHY ME**

Why does everything happen to me?? Everybody has seen it
happen to me, why is it always me?? Did I do something so
wrong not to deserve anybody?? I've already been taken from
my mom and put somewhere that i don't want to be... and I
have tried to cope with it as best as possible. I found
really true friends, Then I found someone who I thought my
sacrafice was worth finding, and he is.... but why can't he
be mine?? He is perfect for me and Everything imaginable
has to come in the way. My life is hopeless.... completely
hopeless..... I just want someone to love me like I love
them and I found him, but now we can't be together, it's
not fair!!!!! WHY????
I have sat and cried all day.... nothing can make me feel
better. I haven't known him but for a month and he has a
piece of my heart nobody else will ever be capable of
replacing. I don't know what I am going to do. I always
get attached too easily and too fast, but I thought this
was going to work, but I was wrong OF COURSE.... everything
goes wrong in my life!!!!
But I do have to say that my friends have been the best
today. They were there for me, even Jenn had to babysit
me... but it still can't take away the pain of losing
someone. I don't know what to do.




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