LeslieDear

Saved through grace
2002-05-20 22:19:07 (UTC)

Another retraction...

Military boys are pigs...'nuf said :)

Ah, I have finally finished my Knight in Shining Armor
devotional. Sorry that I haven't put more of the chapters
up on here, but I've been so busy with all these weddings
and finals. Anyways, the book is awesome...if you are
considering marraige, or even thinking about it a little
bit, read that book. This applies to females (hence, the
knight). It helped me to realize that there is no way
right now for me to make a committment like that. There
are just too many things in my life I want to do, and I'm
not ready to give someone the authority that could stop
those things. Selfish? Perhaps. But then again, maybe
it's just not the season for that...

For once in my life, I am completely, utterly happy in
being single. I don't WANT anything, with anyone. Is that
weird? I am so content with my family and friends, school
and work, and of course the Lord, that I don't want anyone
to interfere. Selfish? Once again, perhaps I am...I hope
this lasts a while. Honestly, I'm not ready for anything
serious for about 3 years...I want to make it to TCU, and I
know if I have a boyfriend I won't go...well, it's all in
His hands, right?

Agh! It's finals week and I'm stressing! Two essays
down...one more to go, two more tests, and one more revised
story. Four days and it's all over...praise the Lord!
Gosh I hope I can finish the race...I've been so stressed
lately that I've contemplated simply quitting right now. i
know I can't, though. 3 years I've worked at this...18
weeks of schooling just this semester...I can't throw that
all down the drain because I'm copping out. Just 4 more
days and Fresno State, here I come :)

Ah, time to get ready for work...and time to find another
devotional...How about 'Hinds Feet In High Places'? I've
heard that's really good. We'll see, and I'll let you know.




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