jon

sorry
2002-05-20 21:29:23 (UTC)

dont look.....

A bright sunny day warms my face
But darkening clouds takes it's place
This transition happens daily in my life
My feelings of joy cut by sorrow's knife.

My joy shoots up and flourishes again
Only to get raized by another's axe.
Thus bringing me longing and pain,
Hiding my blissful tracks.

In all my waiting i have given up hope
Happiness is led to hang from Depression's rope
Without a cause, Without a reason
Happiness is killed by Depression's treason.

I can't be happy. Someone is always there to shoot me down
when i am happiest. i am probably just overreacting...it
must be my time of the month. i am depressed atleast once
every month. im sorry if i was depressing brandi. i didnt tell u why
i was and i should have cuz u could have probably helped me and
things might have turned out differently. but that was my fault. i
didnt tell u everything. i dont tell u alot of things that i prolly
should tell u. but neways. im sure ur over it.




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