Oh,The Insanity
Ad 2:
2002-05-20 20:17:42 (UTC)

and just for the record

If friday night was the best night of my life, today was
the worst day of my life. It was one of those days where I
regretted almost Everything I did on Friday. Allowing
myself to even touch him or hug him or allow him to comfort
me was a mistake. Because now I feel like a whore and I
don't know what I'm supposed to say to him. "hey, I love
you and you treat me like your whore" I mean, what do I
say to him when he asks what's wrong? "I feel used and
abandoned" ? I don't know what to do! He hasn't even said
that it meant nothing, that's what I got from how he acted
today. Just like nothing ever happened. I was so happy and
now I'm...not. Jesus christ, if only I could just start
over. Go to the beginning where I wanted to break up with
him and say "dude, you'll regret it" but that's not
realistic. I want it to go back to good

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