Ohmmy

Oh,The Insanity
2002-05-20 20:17:42 (UTC)

and just for the record

So,
If friday night was the best night of my life, today was
the worst day of my life. It was one of those days where I
regretted almost Everything I did on Friday. Allowing
myself to even touch him or hug him or allow him to comfort
me was a mistake. Because now I feel like a whore and I
don't know what I'm supposed to say to him. "hey, I love
you and you treat me like your whore" I mean, what do I
say to him when he asks what's wrong? "I feel used and
abandoned" ? I don't know what to do! He hasn't even said
that it meant nothing, that's what I got from how he acted
today. Just like nothing ever happened. I was so happy and
now I'm...not. Jesus christ, if only I could just start
over. Go to the beginning where I wanted to break up with
him and say "dude, you'll regret it" but that's not
realistic. I want it to go back to good
em




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