time walker

Dragon grl
2002-05-20 03:52:29 (UTC)

unknown path

I'm slowly walking over the rough ground that will become
my path through life. I look behind me to the easy time of
childhood. On to the slight twists of my teenage years to
the potholes how ever shallow in the last two years.
The path ahead....what path. It's uncharted ground with
new things and people. things now that I can't imagen. I
have to walk ahead and live day to day. But rember as
things come my way store them for futer use, not do things
without thought.
I'm worried... about what's around the bend I see comeing
up or whats around the one I dont. left or right at the
fork and how many will come after.
How long do I have to decide which way to go. do I have to
decide now. can I turn around and come back. Would want to
Do I ever stop trying to stay in touch. Do I ever give up
the friendship. Jessa, gina, toma, billy, erica, brittany,
kristen. Do I ever let these people go. Would I want to?
The first four helped in ways I can't describe build a big
part of me. Yeah I've change that part some but that's not
a bad thing. The last three helped form a part inside me.
Fights and blow ups sholders to bawl on. Arms to hold me up
when I couldn't support myself. Arms to hold me when all I
wanted to do was shatter. Arms to go to war for me, no
matter if I was wrong. I'm going to do another entry about
the top group but let me finish this. These three girls no
matter if I wanted to kill them was hurt by them or was
ready to stop talking to them. Mean a lot to me I would
never want to lose them, and I hope the know that.




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