MaD_CoW

Images in the Mirror
2002-05-19 20:35:40 (UTC)

Remembering how to love.

More than a few years ago I met a young lady online. She
and I had an internet relationship on and off for a few
years. I then left to go to college and lost contact with
her. I had to way to get on the internet, the school I was
attending didn't allow phones in the Dormitory rooms, nor
was there internet access anywhere on the campus.

I then got into a relationship where I as a young man,
thought i was having a good relation ship as far as sex,
money and well.. giving up everything I thought was right.

This lasted off and on for about 4 years. I Then stareted
getting back on the internet and chatting with old
friends, and found that this other young lady had been
back around on IRC and at that point, I asked someone to
lead Me back to her. We found each other. She had a
boyfriend, claimed she was happy, and I had just left my
Girlfriend of the time after finding out that it was only
about sex that wasn't with me and money I couldn't come up
with anymore. Anyhow, The girl from the internet and I
started talking again... alot... I found a flame burning
out of control that I thought had been extinguished long
ago. We took each other back and embraced each other, She
soon Left her boyfriend for me, She even went as far as to
coming to my hometown to meet for the very first time.
She started a flame burning in my heart again that will
forever burn. I've found what i thought I would never
have again. Now all I need to do is to learn that I can
trust again, and she is helping me here too. I thank her
Very Much for all that she's given me without trying or
knowing, I love BabyCupid with all my heart and I know I
always will. I love her for helping me learn to love
again. I love her because she's everything a man could
ever need or want.
I'm devoting my life to pleasing her and seeing that she
gets what she needs. I love you Fallon!




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