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My Crimes
2002-05-18 21:42:29 (UTC)

back to square one

so around this time last year I was with a guy unemployed
and doing ok
well minus the guy I'm where I was
I don't have a job
I don't have a boyfriend
I have a houes and I guess somewhere in my life I have
friends.
Alas I can't seem to bring myself out of my bedroom to find
them.

GRR! damn DSL Has sucked me in and wont let me go.

I lost my job. jacob has fucked me for the last time.
He said go home afterwords.

how inhuman is that
I'm not coping with the human race these days
I am ashamed to say I am human.

I ate some pasta it was tasty the juice is great too.

I want to kiss ben.

I'm not ok that Kat isn't ever coming back.

I'm going to kill my roomate az's PC and her tendancy to
FREAK out about everything.

I'm going to kill my cat lucy.

I hate Josh, Azad, Jake, Caley, Caleb and prolly one other
for making me feel like sex is all they want in the
friendship with me.

I'm in love with harley.
this isn't a good thing. Alas it's a love that I know I
can't have and I have no doubt about it. So it's a safe
love I guess... One where there is no guessing game and
thinking I'm not good enuf...
I am good enuf he is just already taken.
but the sex is wonderful..

hehe I'm sleeping with a married guy... Oh shit what would
my sister say..
she would be on her knees praying to god.
what if I told her about the drugs too?
HA HA HA she would fall over dead!
ok that's enuf random drivel today
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