Ophelia

The Useless Drag of Another Day
2001-06-09 03:30:22 (UTC)

immuatale, impossible...

june 8, 10:13 p.m.
song of the moment: purr snickety by the smashing pumpkins

a month and two days. thats what it comes down to. thirty-
two days. four weeks, three days. or something like that.
and i keep thinking about that once split second when
everything comes together. that one second when i first see
his face and i know for sure that the last seventeen months
have been worth it. and everything will fall into place.
its destiny. immuatable...impossible...and it will be
beautiful. and none of this will matter. nothing will
except for that one second. that one second where i know
that everything is alright. the moment which my entire life
until this point has led up to. and for that reason i want
for it to be perfect. god i so know that it will be! i dont
even have to want for it to be! it so will be, i dont even
need to question that. thirty-two days...thats it.
completely unbelievable. god i love him. love peace empathy
mischief desire and gladness forever...




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