BabyBrownEyes

Discovery
2002-05-16 21:04:29 (UTC)

Doing better! Great news!

I am going home THIS sunday!! I am so happy. It was
looking like I was going to be stuck in this hell hole for
the entire summer! But my mom called me the other day and
was like, "If I got you a job, would you want to come
back?" HEEELLL YES! I am so excited. I am working from
seven to three at my moms job. I'm going to be part of the
kitchen/dining room staff. I'm actually going to have a
job...and get paid...wow, first time!
The best part about it is that I get to see dwight. I miss
him soo much. I called him yesterday. We haven't really
talked much more about the Shannon thing...I still don't
know what to believe. She seems to have a problem with
lying...ya know? She said she slept with this other guy
who is denying it, too, so I'm not sure what to do...I just
know that I am still crazy about him and I still want to be
with him. He has a fiance...I know thats wrong, but she
doesn't appreciate him and she's too old for him anymore.
I can give him what he wants.
I can't wait till sunday!! I hate it here and I'm never
coming back..even for holidays. It's like this unspoken law
that everyone comes back for thanksgiving...but I refuse.
I'm going to see if I can go to Washington with Steve and
maybe mom to see my brother in college. I would much
rather do that than see my stupid fucked up family and act
like I'm having fun. WOW, I cannot wait to get out...

C-ya.




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