Max

Crimson Thoughts
2002-05-16 20:45:14 (UTC)

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My...parents....

They lie to me so much and act like everything is fine. My
mother always thinks i have an attitude when i dont. It
really isnt fair to claim such thing when they are so not
true. My father on the other hand ...still gets drunk and
smoke. Then he takes off the internet. They think im
stupid. They think i dont know. Well honestly, i didnt know
then...now i know. I see through their lie. I found a way
around the internet....


Why must i find out things the hard way? Honestly now. My
parents see me as nothing. So they lie in my face. Why is
it that they can lie but when you, yourself-lie back- the
whole world ends in World War 3? It just dosent make
sense....


Also...why is it that your parents can call you "A stupid
fucking moran" and get away with it? How is it that when my
father breaks dish (due to anger on me) he can get away
with it? I mean i know they are adults but how is it that
they can do it and i cant? Sure i can...but...without a
lecture...without yelling...without invisble
tears....without having a fight....


I swear to god that my mother is so stupid. Tuesday she
asked about my cultural fair project. i told her i wont
know my grade till wensday. and she goes "why didnt you go
up to him and ask for your grade? " and i replied calmly
"cuz he said wait till wensday" and then she goes "so you
wont know till tommrow?" ...

....MY GOD i fucking hate repeating myself when the fucking
answer was given like twice. is the mind so damn slow that
it cant get it the second time when i had said it?....

grrr to people...grrr to humans.....damn it




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