modest_cutie

Lobster House

We'll just returned home from another day of work...
Yes, another lonely day. But I felt so special
that I had missed 13 calls. Come to find out
a very good friend of mines known as "Biggie"
his mom had passed away. So my condolences go out
to him.

We'll today at work wasn't so bad after all...I figured
I minus we'll speak to Alan nothing more than co-workers
and it seems so much easier to work. But the only sad
thing is Chris is still out to sea and I still haven't
recieved any email or anything what so ever..=(
Answering machine is blank as always...unless its that
daym 24 hr. fitness trying to call...but I think Alan is
such a cute stupid fool...and the remarks he makes its so
hilarious...he always gives this certain look when i
acutally spoke to him...n i was suprised he actually helped
me out...thinking positive is a way better thing than
negativity...

Overall still seem lost as hell...I would really love to
have something to look forward to when coming home...or
seeing in the morning...just miss the
relationship...through-out all my relationships the only
time we'd argue is when we call it over thats it...other
than that its a total bliss which i really miss....

I guess now I'll cook some hot pocket drink some coffee and
listen to some eric bennett...daym i need to shave

oh shiesh here we go again..casey..lol..daym another C..wow
some luck huh...this dude i swear..only calls once in a
blue moon for one thing..but i can't...so ill just probably
not answer his call...oh shiet here goes another ruined
night...debating if i want to be alone i think i
should..stick to my plans..i really wanna go jogging
tomorrow morning...its so nice to do that.. okay enough for
now...