SunGoddessJ4

It's all about me!
2002-05-14 22:52:45 (UTC)

*STRESSED*`

It's always around this time of year that I start stressing
over everything...I need like $50 something dollars to pay
for KC banquet, Erika's band banquet, prom attendant
stuff...but I'm afraid to ask my parents because my dad
said today that "we're going to have to start going on a
really strict budget because money's getting really tight
around here!" I think I'm in trouble too because I went
over on cell phone minutes and make the bill higher.Got
that stupid big presentation for Weber that I haven't even
started yet...then Mr. Richmond decides to give us this gay
human body project...I think I might FAIL driver's ed...and
on Thursday I have to drive, go to RSVP to get my prom
attendant stuff, AND make it to the movie theatre to see
Star Wars before it starts at 7. Grr...KC banquet is
coming up, I'm getting inducted, but I dont even know
what's going on...and I think I'm supposed to be running a
board meeting after school. Do I know what I'm doing?
NO...let's see, what else...I'm going to have to get my
first class musician sometime this week...hopefully I won't
fail it...all these prom arrangements have to be made..oh
and how about the morning after prom I have to DRIVE!
That's just SO great - I'm going to be all falling asleep
behind the wheel and stuff. I really can't wait until
school gets out. Oh yeah...and there's this Prayer of
Jabez musical thing that our youth choir is doing very
soon, and I don't know the songs, nor do I have time to
LEARN the songs! I haven't practiced my flute in
forever...I can already see my skills slippin away from
me...which reminds me I need to remind my dad to call
Methodist about private lessons over the summer...but hmm,
if we dont have much money, that's not gonna work out
either. I probably need to start looking for a summer
job. But when do I have time? Ick. I've been feeling
somewhat distant from most of my friends lately, and I'm
sure they've noticed that...plus the fact that as far as in
a dating context, i don't know what I want. But whatever I
thought I wanted just the other day...is not what I want
anymore. Ick I don't know what to do. But I guess I can
start out by knocking out some of this biology project. So
I'll write more later. *j4*




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