Ode to a psycho!HA!
2002-05-14 21:08:36 (UTC)

unpredicted events

My God. I just got off the phone with Brian. I'm breathless.
We could only talk for about five mins because he was at
work. I'm shaking. I didn't know what to tell him. Long story
short his father is a bastard, violence, child services,
Brian might be moving to Mississippi. Soon. i wanted to tell
him that I was sorry for him, but nobody wants to be told
that. I really just wanted to hug him, and tell him things
were going to be alright. He sounded so.......desparet in his
message on my cell yesterday. I had turned it off on friday,
and didn't even get his message until last night. The weird
thing is I called his house, and a strange woman answered the
phone. (whom I found out was his mothers friend who is currently living
with them) and then not 2 moments later I saw the bag I had put my cell
phone in, and decided I should charge it. When I turned it on and saw
the little message thing lit up it went dead. I plugged the phone into
the wall, and that's when I first heard him. He was practically in
tears.... it must have been intuition or something. My heart was
racing. It's racing now. I feel the pressure in my chest.