Bonitacathy

The diary of the good "bad" girl...;)
2002-05-14 20:49:58 (UTC)

my massage

yes, today I got a full body massage. it's pretty cool
because when i rub my shoulders now, it doesn't hurt. i
got one from head (my scalp), face, shoulders, neck, arms,
hands, legs, back, the whole 9. it was good. i definately
needed it. but now i've got a whole crap load of stuff i
need to buy. i need to get something for my parents
anniversary and for my sisters graduation. so that kinda
sucks, but oh well. i'm getting paid on friday which i
guess that money will go to that.

i just have to ask one question. what the hell is wrong
with me? i think i'm cursed to have a bunch of few week
hookups for the rest of my life. i mean, i've paged derek
3 times since we hung out last (wednesday) and what the
fuck? why won't he call me back? he tells me he has a good
time, but yet he doesn't call me? i'm good enough to hang
out with and kiss, but not good enough to call. if a guy
doens't like me he should just have the cock and balls to
tell me that. i mean, come on. yeah it may be hard, but it
prevents me from wanting to cut of your dick the next time
i see you, that's for sure. oh well, i know what to do.
the next time i see him, i just have to make sure that i
look extra good and blow him off.

well, its been a pretty uneventful day, i got to go on a
walk this morning, got a massage, got to work, get to work
again in a few hours. i feel bad because i should be
swimming, but i'm not. i'm too lazy. i'm goign to be the
worse lifeguard ever. unfortunately, i'll probably let
some kid drown or something, not on purpose, but because
it may happen. oh well. poor kid. i'll feel bad.

well thats it, i'm going to go because i'm bored and have
nothing else to talk about.




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