Thoughts from Blue Angel
Conquering the Face Beneath My Skin
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left.
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed, but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head.
It's like a face that I hold inside,
A face that awakes when I close my eyes,
A face watches every time I lie,
A face that laughs every time I fall,
And watches everything.
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim,
That the face inside is hearing me right underneath my skin.
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back.
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head.
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within.
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin.
- from "Papercut" by Linkin Park
Note: Anyone who thinks Linkin Park's music is trash should
take some time to actually listen to the lyrics. They're
really very awesome.
Why do I listen to the voice in the back of my head telling
me I'm not good enough? It so self-destructive. I'm
convinced that the voice is the part of me that is lacking
intelligence and respect, so, just as I ignore insults from
people who I consider to just be just plain stupid, I've
decided to ignore it as much as possible. Instead of
letting it get me down, I have decided to prove it wrong.
If I start to think that I am not good enough, I will work
even harder to prove to myself that I am, because I AM!
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