*MS JLYN*

*ALL CRIED OUT OVER U*
2002-05-14 14:59:59 (UTC)

LIKE A LIGHTER TO MY CIGARETTE

......Watch me smoke! Yeah, yea what's up w/ you? Well, I
was planning to go to school today, but the meeting at
Zaxby's lasted longer than what was expected. I still might
pay Shaw a visit. Tomorrow is the official last day of
school though. I didn't go to school yesterday, so I guess
my last day was really last Friday. I can't say that I'm
sad about leaving. I mean, I will miss a lot about Baldwin,
but you can only move on w/ life. I'm sooo ready to do that
too. I'll miss the memories of all the good times, and I'll
even miss the bad memories. High school was sweet...like
the white boys say. If they are suppose to be the best
years of your life, then I won't complain. I definitely
enjoyed them. Anyway, I just want to put some lyrics on
here from a song that is stuck in my head.

-LEAVING (part 1)-

If you were me, what would you do
Always a lie and never the truth
Now as for me, I’m movin’ on
You’ll always be my baby

Baby, I just gotta let you go for now
Thought I could take it for awhile
Maybe you’ll make it back around
Baby, I just gotta live my life for now
Can’t seem to change you for awhile
Hope I could make it back around

Anything that I want I can get it, boy
You know you turn me on and on
That’s why I switched my frame of mind
Of bein' there when you call, always on time
I’m lookin’ to spread my wings and party
Everything and for everybody
Need my space, no time alone
It’s like our hearts don’t mesh no more

Still anything that you want, you can get it, boy
You know I still got love for you
(You’d call, I’d leave with you)
My baby

Baby, I just gotta let you go for now
Thought I could take it for awhile
Maybe you’ll make it back around
Baby, I just gotta live my life for now
Can’t seem to change you for awhile
Hope I could make it back around

When you was cheatin’ you was probably thinkin’ I was
Sad to think, but love got a part of me catchin’ up to lies
And your lies can’t look me straight in the eyes
I’m not surprised
You hurt me, baby
Now why me, baby
Just let me breathe and have my freedom

If you were me, what would you do
Always a lie and never the truth
Now as for me, I’m movin’ on
You’ll always be my baby

Baby, I just gotta let you go for now
Thought I could take it for awhile
Maybe you’ll make it back around
Baby, I just gotta live my life for now
Can’t seem to change you for awhile
Hope I could make it back around

Yo, yo
Why in the world would you wanna leave me, girl
Is there somethin’ out there
That you feel is better than what's here at home
And I know a bitch can do bad on her own
You’re not alone the way you hurt me, baby
Shit why me, baby
I feel your pain a little
But I know that love is good
And as long as I let you go
That you feel the need to come back to me, baby
Who else gon' hold you and sex you crazy
R-U-L-E
Come on back and holla at me, baby

Baby, I just gotta let you go for now
Thought I could take it for awhile
Maybe you’ll make it back around
Baby, I just gotta live my life for now
Can’t seem to change you for awhile
Hope I could make it back around

Baby, I just gotta let you go for now
Thought I could take it for awhile
Maybe you’ll make it back around
Baby, I just gotta live my life for now
Can’t seem to change you for awhile
Hope I could make it back around

If you were me, what would you do
Always a lie and never the truth
Now as for me, I’m movin’ on
You’ll always be my baby

***Just a lil song of Ashanti's. I never really listened to
it until today. Makes a lot sense if you think about it.
Well boys and girls, gotta go. 11 more days until
Graduation 2002!!!!!!

*J*