ultimateEMOgurl

So much for my happy ending...
2002-05-14 01:57:58 (UTC)

5/13/02

Well yesterday was me and jeffys 1 month aniversery. I had
a realli great convo with him last night...it was realli
nice. It made me realize how much i realli love him. He
means a lot to me...more than anyone could imagine i think.
Today was an ok day...it would have been A LOT better if i
didnt have to swim in pe. Omg this is the worst thing! I
mean you come out and at least it is hot...and you get in
the pool...you have to get your hair all wet..and taht
water is realli nasty. You know how many people pee and
spit in there??? Well so today we started swimin..and the
teacher put us into groups, dependin on if you could swim
or not. Well i can swim so i was put in the advanced group.
Well the teacher worked with the beginners while we like
nearly died as we the advanced people swam 20 lengths of
the pool. O man i thought i was gonna drown...i didnt think
swimin could be so tiring. Well so we were done and we went
in to change...thast when the hectic drama started. Well i
had to rush in and take a shower. The water was icy
cold..and it realli hurt! it like shot you with water. Then
i had to comb my hair...and that was a pain it was all
tangled and everything! Then i had to change...now you
people know what it is like to change when you are still
sorta wet...its very difficult!!!! Then i had to fix my
hair...and taht wasnt to difficult...but i had to do all of
this in a matter of less than 10 mins. I dont think that i
can do this everyday...except for tuesdays and
fridays...for the next FIVE weeks!!! o man...well i guess
we should see how this works out. Well after school today
cilla came over. That was nice...we did a lot of talkin and
thinkin. We both have a similar past relationship. Its
pretty funnie how similar they are. We both think that
people are realli stupid when they say o im sorrie i know
how that feels. Cuz you know what...they dont know how it
feels...they only know how it feels if they have been
through a similar experience. It realli hurts to think
about the past. But you know i try and get myself to not
think about it but everytime that i think i have forgotin
it sumthin comes back and reminds me about it. I dont htink
that i will ever be able to forget the past...in fact i
know i wont. Because the past happened...and it is a part
of me and always will be a part of me. I would realli like
to know what a certain person is up to right
now...hopefully i will find out soon! Well yea...i think i
have writtin enough..even though that isnt even half of it!
so ya...ill have more to say later!! byebye all




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