SunGoddessJ4

It's all about me!
2002-05-13 00:46:25 (UTC)

swimming...oooh fun!

I just got back from Krystal Hernandez's...I haven't been
over there in YEARS lol...pretty odd seeing's how she lives
right behind me! ANyway I'm glad we're gettin to become
really close friends again. By the way guys...you SPILL
milk, not drop it! But yea we tried to make a whirlpool
in her pool...the attempt was semi-successful. We chilled,
ate, chilled some more..her brother bought a bootleg copy
of "Spiderman" at the flea market haha...I was gonna jump
the fence and go back home but my mom took the liberty of
driving ALL the way around the block to come pick me up.
But i'm back and home now, and i soooooo don't want to go
to school tomorrow. And ah...I feel so bad for Garry and
Kourtney...they lost someone today who they both care
about very much. :-( I want to be there for them,
especially Garry, but I dont know if he wants me to be. My
life is so odd...on to the next issue..."he" (KT knows to
whom I am referring) is depressing me...I think I like
him, but I know i can't...he probably doesn't see me as
anything more than a friend, as long as the issue
with...ahh I don't feel like describing it. :-( I have to
agree with something James Horne told me the other day...He
said he didn't know what he wanted. I think I'm about in
the same boat as him. I mean it's like, everyday...it's
somebody different for us, a new crush, a new infatuation.
Literally. Lately we've been talkin online about a lot of
things, and I think we really see a lot of stuff eye to
eye. It's strange. I'm just glad that I have him here as
a friend. :-) Horne if you're reading this I love you!




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