Little Girl Scout
god.....i was really happy earlier...and i was so hyper and
everything seemd great(for no reason...)and i just was
soooo happy....but then i talkd to simon(ex-b/f) and he was
really quiet....which i didnt care to much bout...but then
i talkd to flod and gemma(ex-best frend) and whenever i
talk to gem i get all depreessd cuz we rnt best frends
anymore....but i dont want to be best frends again ne
way....so i dont understand y im feeling really low an
dull....but i really hate it....
I talked to Andy loads today(guy who i really like as a
frend and who i majorly think is really really nice as more
then a frend....)and he let me write on his arm :) i love
doing that to ppl...i dont know y...its just really fun (?)
Chew Boy(matt my best frend...)was flirting with Jess
earlier...and for some reason i got jelous.....but then if
he flirts with me i get annoyd cuz were best frends....it
doesnt make sense....
god latley ive been so confused....its really scaring
me....i dont even understand whats confusing me or what im
confused bout...i just cant think straight...and i dont
like it...i start wondering if im going mad or something
cuz i fell like this all the time...and i try not to let it
show but i dont know if it does....i doubt it...andif it
does then ppl probably wouldnt notice anyway....
Little Girl Scout....