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2002-05-12 15:47:39 (UTC)

TOD entry from 1/23/02

everythin goes wrong at once 1/23/2002
hiya!

ok, so i ain't happy. & i don't freakin kno y. ok, i do. i
miss greg somethin awful. did i rite in here wot i did on
saturday nite? well, i was talking 2 him on msn, & i
finally got so pissed off at him, that i just said somethin
like "u just don't understand nethin, do u?" & blocked him.
yes, i blocked him! so that was that. & its better this
way. i was fine up till 2day. i was all ready 2 get over
it, & wasn't gonna think about how much i missed him, or
nethin like that. but i dunno wot happened 2day. my plan
just didn't work out. & the fact that i miss mum doesn't
help either. she's still in hospital (i actually survived
visiting her last nite - no nasty ppl got me!) 2nite. i
thought it was just one nite, but, u kno, typical NHS
hospital, always running late. so neway. it was weird last
nite tho, i thought i'd b dying 2 get out of the hospital
(ok, bad expression!), but i actually didn't want 2 leave.
well, i did, but i didn't want 2 leave mum. just when i'm
thinking "oh yeah, i'm grown up, i'm fine on my own"
somethin like this happens & changes how i think about
things. suddenly i'm not so sure of myself ne more. i guess
i'll surive tho. even if its only cos i have 2.


Luv *n* hugz,

Fizzi xx




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