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2002-05-12 15:41:37 (UTC)

TOd entry from 1/18/02

world of our own 1/18/2002
hiya!

thats where it feels like i'm living sometimes. a world of
my own. not that i like westlife. but that song title just
happens 2 b quite appropriate. neway.


life's just been the usual. skool & stuff. its kinda
boring, i need somethin excitin 2 break it up a bit, stop
it being the same-old, same-old. i mite go shopping on
sunday & spend some money i don't have. "mummy, daddy, u
kno u really want 2 give me some money 2 buy new clothes"
she says in a sweet little voice. never works tho, does it?
when i ask for money, i never get it.


little cheer for me, as soon as i sit my standard grade
performing exam in march, i'll have got my creativity
octant certificate for rangers (best not 2 ask wot that is
really, its hard 2 explain). & the best thing is that 2 get
it, i didn't have 2 do nethin i wouldn't normally do. for
phase 1 (u need 2 do 3 things from a huuuuuuge list) i've
joined the jazz band at skool (was made 2 do that!), played
charades (had 2 do that at crimbo when i visited my
cousins), & this is the other thing i did. yeah, this
diary. where i rite all my thoughts, feelings & ideas. at
least i do for the sake of this certificate!! for phase 2
i'm....i'm....i can't remember wot i was doing for that. &
for phase 3, its my music performing exam! kewl or wot!?
one octant certificate ain't bad for half a year in
rangers! most ppl don't even do one per year, cos u don't
have 2 do them. & i finally have some decent info about
young leader stuff. its only taken them since september 2
get organised like.


yet again, essays rule my life. stupid freakin macbeth. if
i thought they play was bad, then writing the essay is like
visiting hell for the day. it sucks major league. but i'm
trying not 2 think about all the things in my life that
totally suck, i'm focussing on the positive stuff.


i'm being bad. my whole "healthy" new years resolution has
gone rite out the window. the only excersise i've had this
week had been walking 2 skool, PE, & the skool show dance
rehearsal. oh well. & the healthy eating situation is even
more dire. y do crisps have 2 taste so good? its crappy,
really crappy. but i'll survive i guess.


neway, i guess that all there is 2 say for now. i have a
feeling i've forgotten somethin, but i can't think wot it
is. i'll probably remember as soon as i save this, but oh
well.


Luv *n* hugz,

Fizzi xx




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