TurtleInkArtist

Chapter One: The Evil Within
2002-05-12 06:54:18 (UTC)

I am but the truth seeker!

Thank you Ryan, for giving me new found energy, and
hope. Thank you for being a great friend, and bitterly
honest. You're a great friend.

Anyways, night club night last night was awsome, I wasnt
having the best night, but I got to dance with Aimee, who
turned the night aroudn, and Anthony, who dance with me,
trying to make the night better. Thanks to both, even
though nither will read this.

Okay, well right now I am pretty happy, but thats
because its almost three in the morning, there isnt many
feeling to experience at this time. But yesterday I felt
like I was placing myself in the middle of a crowded room,
trying to get noticed, and I was somehow looked passes, or
pushed aside. I mean, I would have understood it if I would
have been sitting on the side line, but I was on the feild,
I was in plain visable sight, and I was still not completly
noticed. But supposedly, to everyone who did notice me, I
looked very nice.... I didnt hear that from him... well
screw him. Yeah, I know I know, I dont really mean it, but
for now, I do! HA! I mean, it hurts like shit, to be
standing there, completly unnoticed, just pushed to the
side, like an empty glass, waiting for someone else to take
care of it. Yeah, its a great feeling!

Anyways, I really need to talk to Becky about Ball...
So.. maybe I will write her. I am really proud of myself
for growing my nails so well, and I do have these slight
sudden urges to bite them off, but I am not... now that is
will power. I dont even have paint on them to stop me from
bitting them, I just dont feel like it. I am proud of
myself. ^looks around, then knocks on wood^ I havent bought
a dress yet, but hey, at least this time I got me a date on
time... he better be a great date, or I will rip out his
eye, and hand it to him, on a silver spoon with my name
engraved in it!

Yeah, can you tell I am tired? Really really tired! So I
am going to get going for now... Adios all... and thanks
again Ryan...


~Vicki!~




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