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Through an Angel's Eyes
2002-05-12 06:39:43 (UTC)

More about friday

Mood: Pissy
Music: Boogie Woogie No.5

well, more on friday...as I said a billion times over and
over, we saw senior exhibitions. At lunch, Devin was trying
to get me to sit on his lap but then I didn't and I told
him I didn't want to. Then he changed it and said that he
wanted me to sit next to him. HA I could tell that it was a
last minute change..he was hella pulling me towards his
lap. Oh and Adam finally made it back to school. He got
injured during PE the other day and then he sprained his
ankle. It was stupid. He was racing Sean and then he
slipped on water and ran into the wall. Silly Adam. I think
Adam is like the only guy that I don't mind really hanging
out with at school because he's not as immature as some
other guys I know. We can actually have a conversation
without it turning into tickling or hugging or something.
The only problem with Adam is his need to be in control of
projects and stuff. Like last year when we designed the
mural together, we had this argument about what should be
where and what should be what color. It was stupid ya know?
We ended up making up...(not out but up) and then I said
that I was sorry that I was unable to make a compromise
with him and that I didn't want him to be mad. He said that
he was mad because he didn't want me to be sad...he's such
a sweet boy..he has that sensitivity unlike Devin. Devin
don't care about nothing except sex. My mom thinks I should
go out with Adam but then he's perfect but not my type ya
know? He's more of a friend type than a boyfriend type (it
has nothing to do with him being white...if one day..we
just happen to go out then fuck man..we go out...not
racist).

Everyone's been tripping over me going to seton...my
friends wants me to hang out with them more...and my mom
wants me to have more fun and have more time to do
homework. I don't know what's the big deal...hmph...I do
what I feel like doing when I feel like doing it. If I want
to go to damn seton...then for goodness sake..im going to
damn seton. If I wanna hang out with my friends...then I'll
hang out with my friends. I mean like it only takes me about 3 hours
to do my homework and thats only if I have geometry the next day.
I've been getting good grades all year...the worst grade I've gotten
was a C and then that's still above average...I think. My friends
think that I only go to seton to see cute guys..that's only true on
St. Patrick's Day (when Patrick is there) but then even then,
dang Patrick hasn't been there for hella long. Anita said
that he looks like an ordinary guy....now see..that's how I
know we have different taste. She rather hang out with
gangster chinese rather that...schoolboy chinese...or
rather someone like Patrick. She's the one always asking me about
people over at seton to see if any guys are cute...even employees!!!
That's just crazy...the employees are like too old to think they're
cute in that sense...I mean they can be cute but then not like that.
I mean you wouldn't believe how many times she asked me about the
married one (which is daniel) since the day I brought her there to
see Patrick. I mean I wanted to let her see Patrick and there she is
analyzing Daniel...gosh. Oh well...freshman...what can you expect?

They been wanting to go to a rave in San Francisco...they
want me to go too....and then they say that I look too
innocent to go...how pathetic. Probably wanted to go drop E
or something..I'm just not like that man....(I've been
telling them that but oh well). Ecstasy..a pill for your
fantasies..haha...Michelle dropped E before..she was a
total raver...without all the pacifier and the vibrators
stuff. I haven't seen her in hella long.

I'm still a straight-edge and proud of it man...I want kids
when I grow up and don't want a drug exposed baby. Oh well,
I don't fall into peer pressure.

Well, I'm gonna go now. Talk to ya tommorrow.




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